schools a shit whole and perants think they understand

In all honesty you either hate school or love it its like marmite,

so I have 7 weeks to go to parties and normal teenage stuff like that but instead I spent it having a boyfriend whos step brother made him choose between me or him so he chose his step bro and lemme tell you abit about his step bro well point 1. hes not aloud to see my ex
point 2. hes on bail for raping my best friend (hes 16 shes 13 hes a fucking weirdo)
point 3. all he does is make himself broke by buying drugs
and this is why I don't see why harry chose me I was with him for 1 month and 3 weeks I do miss hi  and hes coming over tomorrow and harry and I are gonna talk shit through and have a bit of Netflix and chill and I go back to school on the 2nd of September and all it does is get me stressed there is people at school I don't even like and there are some that are gonna make me feel like utter shit an now im a smoker and a self harmer but im always a true ad loyal friend and gf I would never do anything to hurt the people I love and are about so yeah this is my shitty lyfe atm